I’m an introvert and pretty shy. I will avoid hanging out with friends in public because I’d much rather be chilling at home. It’s not that I’m super socially awkward, I really just get tired when I have to socialize too much. It’s exhausting.
Pretty much all my life I have liked to spend my Friday night’s at home. I will often order pizza, and then spend my evening watching movies or TV shows. It sounds sort of lame, I get it. I see everyone else posting pictures on Facebook of them at fancy restaurants and clubs so sometimes I feel like I’m missing out. Should I even worry about that? It’s not like I’m going to become like a hermit or anything.
There are times I decide to go out on Friday. Thanks to my anxiety disorder it usually ends up with me being super anxious during the whole ordeal and just wishing I could be at home cuddling with my dog and sitting on the couch with a blanket and remote in hand. I wish I could enjoy being out more, I really do. Sometimes I think it makes me come off as lazy. Like really? I’m in my 20’s and I’d rather be at home than walking around the city. Who knows.