I know it’s totally unfair for me to feel like this, but I wish people would know what’s wrong with me without having to tell them. Instead of having to tell them that I’m feeling down or irritated I want them to magically know. It’s kind of like how my mom wants me to do the chores without having having to specifically tell me what she wants done.
Does anyone else feel like this? I hate being asked, “Are you okay?” I hate it because I never know how to answer. Do I lie and say the typical “I’m fine, how are you?” or can I pour my heart out and complain about everything in my life.
I’m just ranting about a trivial topic, I know. But it gets frustrating especially since I am someone who likes to keep my emotions private. I don’t like openly telling people how I feel, it makes me vulnerable. I prefer having this wall built around me just so I don’t get hurt.
Maybe I just need to get some mind reading friends… hah.